People Say To Make A List

People say to make a list of all the good things about life when you're down. I used to do this with my friends. I miss it. Judy and I would sit on the edge of my bed, and we would make a list of all the things we were grateful for. Then we would talk...

Those Dreams your Against Having...Or Not

Seriously? Your pulling in close, and staring at the wall behind me.I'm sobbing, and snotting all over you.  It's a room I've never seen before. Still seem familiar. Damn.   Ever wanted something so bad, That you know its a long shot but you go...

Gah

I used to be the one giving advice. Someone would curl up on my bed, sit beside me at lunch, or just approach me out of nowhere asking for advice. And I would tell them What I thought. I would watch as they pieced together everything I was saying. I...

I seriously Need to Vent

Can't Breathe Fully Chest Hurts Eyes pour Eyes dull and Heartaches. There something powerful that happens once you lose it. I can't believe I can't just let it go. I don't really want to vent to anyone imparticular, I guess I just...

What If You Had To Choose

Everything is silent and I know I have no choice. The grand clock makes it's proud sound, and its eight O'clock. Time for the meeting with my parents. Both file in with silly grins on their face. They sit in front of my desk, A sign I'm leading even...

Stays Plea

Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over...

New Years Resolutions 2017

*Learn the Basics of piano playing *Excercise At least Five Times a Week (not three times a day like I Do sometimes) *Spend more time ith my parents  *Lose another 20 pounds * Drink at least 40 Oz. Of water a day There, simple and...