Good Morning

I seriously want to scream my head off, but for now, I'm going to keep my cool. I've got to go clean for several hours because all of our employees are stupid. Plus, a brewery is opening in an old building next to us. All the rats from that building...

Tonight.....

tonight I just want to sob in your arms and let the awful sounds, and screams come out of me. I want peaceful dreams.  I'd rather have cancer, die,burn alive, drown, so many other things than the pain I feel when I can, and when I can't distract...

Hmm....

I could be an actress if I could act confident, love. I pull off everything else so easily......

People Say To Make A List

People say to make a list of all the good things about life when you're down. I used to do this with my friends. I miss it. Judy and I would sit on the edge of my bed, and we would make a list of all the things we were grateful for. Then we would talk...

Those Dreams your Against Having...Or Not

Seriously? Your pulling in close, and staring at the wall behind me.I'm sobbing, and snotting all over you.  It's a room I've never seen before. Still seem familiar. Damn.   Ever wanted something so bad, That you know its a long shot but you go...

Gah

I used to be the one giving advice. Someone would curl up on my bed, sit beside me at lunch, or just approach me out of nowhere asking for advice. And I would tell them What I thought. I would watch as they pieced together everything I was saying. I...